[SCREAMS MY LOVE FOR LEGARTHA FROM A MOUNTAIN TOP]
23rd of Februrary, 2014
Have you ever met a person who you look at and see a future with. A million possibilities with. Adventures with. A thousand good mornings with.
Have you ever yearned so much to be with that person that it hurt physically. But you just couldn’t tell them that. Because they’re not yours. You don’t even know if they will be in the future and for how long. But you’ll still hope there’s this chance that they will be.
The thought of them being with someone else makes you cry angry tears because they’re so precious, but then you feel selfish for thinking such a thing.
The only way you could get closure is to tell them but what if the answer is so painful you couldn’t come back from it.
You can think of so many reasons for them not to be with you and so few reasons that they should. The age gap, the distance, the pure and simple reason that they don’t feel the same way.
Every night you wish to be with them, to be what they want, to have them all for yourself but then you come up with the hows and whys. Then you cry. And fall asleep instead. Because theres no way you deserve them.
The fact is, with them loving you, you can love yourself.